Currently sat in an A321 aircraft wing

Currently sat in an A321 aircraft wing.

I fit the Fuel quantity indicator systems.

I simply don’t want to be doing this. I’ve got the modern wisdom podcast on, listening to George Mack and just finished the latest Jimmy Carr episode (both are very good).

I have such a finite amount of time on this earth and yet I find myself doing something I don’t want to be doing, with an outcome that doesn’t fulfil me waiting for my life to start.

At 21 I’m already in an existential crisis. I’ve started and run businesses on the side since the age of 17 even taking a nightclub event from the basement of a nightclub to the biggest one in Liverpool.

I’m now considering online coaching with my email automation and lead page completed. I feel so empty with truly nothing going on on my life that I want. Feel like I’m waiting for a bus, a bus that I don’t know the number of, a bus that I’m unaware of what it looks like, a bus that resembles success, happiness and freedom but I’ve only seen it though other peoples eyes and don’t know the payment of entry. Nor the route it will take me on. I’m sat in an aircraft wing, lost, even though I know exactly where I am.